Anonymous said: Hi love you :)
Omg. Hello. Sino kaaaa hahahaha
It’s already way past midnight and you were in the middle of your sweet dreams when Luhan, your husband, who was widely awake and sitting beside you, suddenly played EXO-M’s version of Lucky in a loud volume, enough to startle your senses and eventually wake you up from dreamland.
“Luhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan!!!!” You screamed in disappointment at what he did.
“Yessss?” He asked, pretending not to know why you were screaming.
“Turn the volume dooooown.” You shouted as you turned to the other side of the bed, facing the windows.
“Waeyo?” Luhan teased you as he came over to you. He rests on his side, and uses his left arm to support his head as he looks at you with a smirk on his face.
“Let me sleep!” You turned to him, looked at him straight in his eyes, and gave him a grumpy pout.
“Shiro! (No!)” He answered, and pecked your lips fast, putting you into a freeze.
He laughs at you as you covered your face with your blanket and turned again to the side opposite him. You remained silent for a while, recovering from what he just did. And Luhan, on the other side, observes you, and misinterprets your silence as anger towards his actions. Feeling guilty and all, he decided to turn off the player, and crawled to your side like a baby.
“[y/n],” He calls.
“Wae,” You remove the blanket from your face, and turned yourself up facing the ceiling, and pretended to be cold towards him.
“Mianhe,” He whispers to your ear as he cuddles you, and buries his cute sad face on your right shoulder.
“It’s okay, Lulu. I forgive you.” You said as you face him and run your fingers through his fluffy cotton candy hair as a sign of comforting him. Damn. You could not stand this cute deer getting sad because of you.
“Let’s sleep now, shall we?” Luhan asked as he smiled and moved up to offered you his left arm as your pillow.
“Goodnight, Luhan. I love you.” You said as you cuddle in immediately and hug him with your left arm.
“Goodnight, [y/n]. I love you more.” He answered before giving you a sweet goodnight kiss on the forehead and placing his right arm under his head and finally, closing his eyes to sleep.
Posted on October/28/2013
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,lu han imagine
Posted on October/27/2013
“I love you”
보고 싶어 (bogo shipeo):
“I miss you; want to see you”
informal/slang = “I don’t know”
informal = “it’s alright/okay”
것 같다 (geot gata):
an expression used when the subject of the conversation is uncertain; e.g. “seems to be”
varies by context, but used to show degree (i.e. “more and more,” “less and less, or “little by little,” etc.)
“How…?” or “What should/can I do?”
affixed with a negative force; basically “no”/”can’t”
“so,” “too much,” or “very,” etc.
“now” as in “from now on”
“like this; in this way”
“next to; by”
adverb = “easily”
“day,” thus haru haru means “day by day”
“but; however,” not to be confused with…
“stop it; don’t do it”
verb = “speaking of”; also used for emphasis
typically “why” but also “what” in different contexts
to continuously do something or keep from doing something (literal translation is “keep”)
“there is/exists” (positive)
“there isn’t” (negative) also “can’t/don’t”
Posted on October/24/2013
Too much love.
Imagine yourself preparing the food for your dinner date later with Jongdae. The time you set with him was at 9:30PM. It was already 9:28PM and you’re waiting for him to come home. He promised to you this morning that he would go home earlier than 9:30 and just practice tomorrow morning because he wanted to be spend tonight with you.
9:45PM - Jongdae’s still not home. You’re starting to worry that something might have gone wrong or something bad happened to him. You decided to text him, and wait for at least 5 mins for a reply from him, but there was none. You now tried to call him, still no answer. Since you were a very patient wife, you repeatedly called and texted him. However, you fell asleep while trying to do so.
12:50AM - Jongdae just finished practicing a new dance with EXO M’s Xiumin and Lu Han, and he decided to take a look at his phone. He saw 12 messages and 29 missed calls from you, and remembered about his promise of spending the night with you.
*message from My Baby _______*
"You’re still practicing? I thought we were going to have a dinner date.. :(("
“You forgot didn’t you….”
“Jongdae-ah, are you alright?”
“Jongdae-ah, answer my calls. Please?”
“Are you with someone else?”
“Why are you not replying?”
“Baby. Come home now, jebal :(“
When he realized that it has been too long, he was tired, and angry about the text message “Are you with someone else?” because he was just practicing all day, he decided to skip the last set of practice.
“Aish!! Lu Han! Xiumin! I’m going home! I promise to practice again tomorrow! I felt bad all of a sudden so I’m leaving now.. annyeong!!”
He took the cab, and told the driver to get to your apartment as fast as he could drive. When he arrived, he saw you sleeping at the couch. You were sobbing unconsciously - dreaming about your concerns with him. The concerns that always hurt you, and send you to bed crying to yourself, but you do not tell him because you didn’t want to start a fight with him. He tried to wake you up.
”________-ah. Ireona (wake up)….”
“Ya!! Wake up!! Don’t sleep on the couch!! Explain this stupidity to me!”
His loud voice startled you. And since you just got up and realized that he was here, home late, and yelling at you for a reason you don’t know, you got angered by his actions. You were filled up now, and decided to answer back to him for the first time.
"Wae!! What do you want!"
“Are you suspecting me that I have another girl that’s why I wasn’t able to come home early?!”
“You don’t say…”
“Why aren’t you answering me properly! I’m damn tired from practicing all day, and all you say is that crap?!”
Jongdae’s words struck through your heart.You were about to explain, and let this pass out again, but he blew it. He said words that hurt your pride. You stared at him and his angry posture. Your tears were about to burst, your heart was crushed - by the man you solely loved. And because you didn’t want to talk this out anymore, you went in to your room and started packing your things.
Jongdae, still not realizing his fault, just said “Fine! Get out now! I won’t be running after you!” and he stood by the door. Before you leave, you looked at him, prepared yourself for a permanent goodbye, and heartbrokenly left the apartment.
The next day, Jongdae decided not to practice with Xiu and Lu, so as to cool himself down, and ponder on what happened yesyerday. He decides to get cold water from the refrigerator, and finds a note stuck with a magnet. He recognizes it was your handwriting, and started reading it.
"Jongdae-ssi. Why are you so mean to me? Haha. You’re always mad.. I know you always practice hard to always give your fans a great show, and to not let the management drop you. You always come home late, I understand that. You always shout at me for being the way I am. I’m sorry for being this way. I just wanted to keep things to myself just so to let you be, and not bother you to fight with me because you’ll just say that my words are nonsense. But, you’re always the one initiating a fight. I know you’re just tired so I try to understand it, but it hurts me inside.. I just try to laugh at these things, but I realized that I have had too much. You always scold me, and I think I have never done anything that has been good in your eyes at all. You see, those liquids that you see on my pillows, are not saliva. Truth is, they’re tears. I always end up sleeping, crying. And wake up, still crying, about my sentiments. Oops, there they go again.. haha, sorry for the wet parts of the paper. I can’t hold it hahaha. You’re already hurting me by your words, and I know you’re not aware of it so I wrote this letter just to tell you because I don’t want to be hurt again by the way you scold me and criticize me for my stupidity. I’m sorry I’m so stupid and not good enough for you. About the text message, "Are you with someone else?" what I meant there was "Are you with someone else from EXO other than Xiu and Lu…?" I was just so sleepy to text the whole thing. I hope you realize that I was not getting mad or super clingy with that message. Well.. I’m sorry for bothering you everyday, I’m sorry for being a nuisance to your sight every night. If you’re to find another girl, please don’t bash her like the way you do to me. Buy a fluffy pillow and scold all your aches to it so that she would not feel the way I felt last night and all the other nights that you went home tired. By the way, since you’re ready this today, belated happy anniversary… If that’d be last, then at least, I held on for a year. I should’ve been given an award.. hahaha… Jongdae-ah, I maybe leaving for a while… Maybe a day or so? Don’t worry. I’ll see you again, I promise, then we’ll both be happy for seeing each other once more. I’m bringing Minna-ya with me, araso? Jongdae-ah, mianhada. Jongdae-ah, please be happy. Jongdae-ah, saranghae. Aja aja hwaiting!"
After reading this, Jongdae burst into tears, realizing that he had done much damage to your heart. He realized that he was so cruel to you and your feelings. But on the last part of the letter, he wondered who was “Minna” … He called your phone.
“Yo— yo— yoboseyo hyungnim?”
You recognized that voice. It was Sehun’s voice. Why was it trembling?
“Ya, give the phone to my wife.”
“I said give it to her, why are you the one answering my wife’s phone!”
“______-noona… she’s… *sob* *sob*”
“Mworago?! Sehunnie, I don’t like the way you’re joking around, eh.”
Xiumin grabbed the phone from Sehun’s hand.
“Ya, we’re not joking. Go to the nearest hospital now, she’s laid here.”
Jongdae was startled. He went out in his sweats, and quickly arrived at the hospital, and he sees all other members of EXO lined up in front of a room, each of them holding a white rose.
Kris, your ex-boyfriend, didn’t have time to hold back his anger for Jongdae and quickly punched him the moment he saw him walking towards the room.
“Ya! You bastard! You just let them go like that?!” Kris, yelled out of anger as he punched Jongdae.
“Them?!” Jongdae answered, puzzled.
“She’s 3 weeks pregnant, and you didn’t know it?!” Kai answered.
“You piece of shit! I should’ve been the one! I could’ve taken care of her! She would have lived! THEY would’ve lived!” Kris said as he laid his last punch on Jongdae’s face.
“She went to the dorm last night. She didn’t stop crying, so we gathered around her to comfort her and told us the story that you scold at her again and that she can’t take it anymore. She hyperventilated, and felt really ill. This morning, I just saw her lying down the floor, with blood in her pants. I thought she was just having her monthly period and that it needed treatment so I rushed her here to the hospital. However the doctor said that she lost a baby - 3 weeks old. After that, she cryingly told me that she had a feeling that it was a girl and she’s calling it ‘Minna’ and was supposed to surprise you yesterday with the news that you were to be a father soon. She was sleeping, and I think, sobbing while she’s under her dreams, but she was smiling and calling out your name, a couple of times. Next thing I knew was that her heart rate’s already turned to a beep.” Suho narrated.
“My.. wife… I… baby…” Jongdae uttered as he fell to his knees, realizing that the one you mentioned as “Minna” was his daughter inside you.
It was too late. Too late to say sorry, too late to make it up to you. Too late for Jongdae to love you better. Too much love for Jongdae killed you.
Posted on September/23/2013
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Before reading this, you must read part one, which is here. Thank you.
Days passed and all you were receiving were calls from Luhan. The whole incident repeated in your head, on the way to work, at work, on the way back to the motel you were staying and, even in your dreams. You weren’t…